METTE Paints a Beautiful Portrait of Self-Expression in "Van Gogh" [Q&A]
From touring with Pharrell, to landing roles in movies like Hustlers and Cats, to mesmerizing the world as the star of N.E.R.D and Rihannaâs âLemonâ video, METTE has already proven her ability as a performer. Yet, hungry to satiate a deeper yearn, sheâs shedding a new layer of self and reentering the industry as a musician.
Following her 2021 debut single "Petrified,â METTE has only proven to level up with every release, with 2022âs âMamaâs Eyesâ serving as a contagiously pop single about missing the ghost of your motherâs embrace yet basking in the rush of your chosen freedom. With cinematically electrifying visuals, stunning vocals, and lyrics that speak to the delicious mess that is the human experience, METTE is excellence embodied, embracing fear and flaw only as deepening of her mastery.
Upon the release of her latest single âVan Gogh,â a track that speaks to âlooking for love in other people instead of finding the love and inspiration within yourself,â we had an introspective talk with the artist and uncovered many gems about the unruly becoming of womanhood. The new single also arrives alongside news of METTE signing to RCA Records and her forthcoming EP, METTE NARRATIVE, set to release September 22.
Ones To Watch: âMamaâs Eyesâ and Barbie both made me feel homesick for my mother and my younger self, yet incredibly proud to be a woman and hopeful that I get to live out my dreams for both of them. As a force behind both of these projects, whatâs your perspective on womanhood right now?
METTE: As much as Iâd love to speak on Barbie, I donât want to cross the digital picket line of SAG-AFTRA, so Iâll speak to my music. âMamaâs Eyesâ is a coming-of-age story, particularly my own, but I was always hoping itâd find a wider audience, because I know the experience isnât just my own. Itâs the human experience, realizing that you are someone elseâs genes. Iâm doing a lot of inner child work in my life, asking her to trust that my adult self is going to foster a creative spirit and safety net. I havenât always seen my inner child and adult self as a harmonious pairing and Iâve tried to find balance, but itâs been challenging. Iâve had to sit with, garner, and respect the knowing that Iâm on my right path, my intuition is leading, and that if Iâm sitting in my authenticity, I can take on any challenge and create what I desire. Motherhood and mothering oneself is a challenging task, thereâs a lot of discipline involved. The artistâs way can be daunting and require a lot from you, and it doesnât exist in a rubric. Iâm just doing my best to stay present with whatever feelings arise. The brilliance, the joy, the celebration, taking in praise from others, and not feeling like I need to shy away from what Iâm proud of.
You can tell that the song is the product of someone who is radically self-aware. Touching on that inner child healing you mentioned, what do you think little you needs more of, less of?
Little me requires a lot of freedom or she will become radical. Iâve reached a point where Iâve said âOkay, Iâm at the intersection of art and commerce right now. Iâve been an artist since I was 21 and I have a responsibility for my own livelihood.â Meanwhile, my inner child is like âI WANT TO BE FREE. Why are you worried about all this other stuff?â Iâm really invested in how I market myself as an artist and my inner child just wants to create. My adult is saying thereâs an audience worth reaching and I need to strategically find them. My inner child wants candy and sweets, she doesnât want to go to pilates in the morning or worry about downloading bank statements, but thatâs self-preservation. Itâs not a tug of war, but itâs a tightrope to walk.
You have a line in âMamaâs Eyesâ that goes âYou are every woman / Whitney and Chaka.â Who are some of the icons you looked up to and what did they give you permission to do?
One would definitely be my grandmother. She introduced me to music as an outlet for me to seek out a greater, more colorful world because I grew up in a small town. Also, the women I used to watch on screen, like Vera-Ellen. When I got into college I learned about Katherine Dunham and Josephine Baker. I always loved Tina Turner, her hair was iconic, but it was also all about self-expression. Itâs about how they speak, how they create, how they perform, knowing that there are no boundaries. Thatâs something that I still look to, especially in terms of fashion. Really delineating these boundaries and diminutive descriptions that are placed on us. Thatâs what I touch on in âVan Gogh,â the multifaceted soul that exists in all of us and the ways in which we can self-express. Living beyond limit.
Was it difficult to transition roles, going from dancing to singing to being in front of the camera in a new way?
There were some technical things that I realized I had to attempt, but Iâve wanted to perform my entire life. Itâs all about being embodied, thatâs the key to a captivating performance. Things are amazing in the beginning, thereâs no technique to hold you back. It comes from the solar plexus. Thereâs nothing to prove, only to share. You just exist in the moment. Then things start to get categorized, like âDo I want a pop melody there? Okay, I know what that sounds like. I want a coral theme for this song so I know exactly what my references would be for that.â But dance in the beginning just came from me flailing around the living room in pure experience. That knowing still exists, itâs just less freehand and more connecting the dots, but you created the dots.
Thatâs huge, mastering technicality while maintaining the pure essence.
If you donât maintain the essence, you lose everything. Thatâs why I was only going to start making music when I was ready. I was going to do it my way. Weâre talking about making seen the unseeable. Itâs difficult to ask people to believe in an amalgamation. So I had to trust in timing, doing it my way, and my intuition to make me the happiest. Of course, I have aspirations, but the accolades wonât mean as much to me if I didnât stay true to myself.
You seem like someone who has earned their sovereignty. As someone in their 20s still figuring it out, whatâs some advice you can give from the journey?
Iâm 32 and I have no regrets. I was very naive coming out of Minnesota. Being a fresh-faced girl with ambitions moving to LA, going from a very scholarly dance concert program to a commercial world was very different. I was forced to evolve. There were years when I was pushing against fate and wasnât aware of my surroundings to notice how far I had come. I was just thinking about the next job and the next job. So my advice would be absorb, absorb it all. Feel all the feelings. Donât deny them and think you need to be positive all the time, thatâs not inspiring. There were so many ideals I was told I had to fit into as a woman who turned 30, material possessions I was supposed to have, relationships I was supposed to have garnered. These were âmilestones,â but milestones are actually what I create them to be. Iâm standing on the shoulders of kings, queens, and entrepreneurs, and that perspective helps me get through it all.